Although I am trying not to let it happen it is.
I am thinking about whether or not I will take the new job if it is offered.
Part of me is thinking “OMG! it is so new, what if you HATE it, better to stay were things are safe and familiar even if it is crap…new job might be the absolute worst decision you make in your life and you will regret it forever and be stuck….etc. etc.”
Then that same part will throw in.
“There is so much to do at this job and you love the work, you don’t want to leave the team in the lurch, you have to get this done and this done and this done….” endlessly.
Then there is another part of me that is saying…
“…piss on that, run! Grab onto this opportunity with both hands, burn your bridges!”
This is going on and on now.
I think I might want to vomit.